Sacred Engagement

my j -

thank you for rescuing my ship at sea,

and staying in the waters with me,

no matter the days.

you kept your eyes close on me before i had the chance to notice you, you flew towards me when i ran away, you held me when i needed an embrace, and you’ve loved me with an unconditional, sacrificial love. one i’ve not known before... not at all.

God knew that i needed one who’s heart knew none other than to simply love me; in my fullness.

to conquer my fears ALONGSIDE me. and that’s you.

and as i’ve learned to receive your love, i’ve seen redemption fall into every corner of pain, every area of past brokenness, and i’ve witnessed all of my past prayers come to life, slowly and intricately — from the moment your days collided with mine.

so here’s to the wild adventures, here’s to the choosing of love, here’s to a lifetime of laughter and tears and the creation of our generations. i cry. he knew more than i ever thought i knew.

...

these lyrics precisely represent your heart for me, (the heart that i have fallen deeply for) of relentless pursuit and adoration of my heart so tender and fierce:

“

when you fly too high, when you sing too deep, when you’re lost out there... let me be the one you need...

when those falling stars don’t light up your dreams, before it breaks your heart, let me be the one you need...

i could love you, if you just let me be the one you need...

“ - brett eldredge

i ✊ love ✊ you ✊so ✊ much ✊

thank you for being the one i’ve needed all along.

so at ease. so excited. so ready. so in awe.

2.25.2021. it’s our year, baby.

- p